stay strong.
no matter how it takes or what ever problems there may be..
how sweet.
awwww..why kays?d’you remember your childhood sweetheart?hahaha..just kidding;D
hahaha.. wla a.. ka cute lg b sng picture.. haha. ;)
unwanted dreams.
Have you ever felt like this before… running as fast as you can, catching your breathe just to be free and struggling to get out?
As I tossed myself to bed, it was already running late in the evening and I have a lot of things to do but still I can stop my self from thinking of what is happening. I looked around and I knew from that moment I was being watched. I just kept myself poised, walked away and never looked back. I keep running and running away from it and at last it came to the point he caught me unwanted. I want to free my self from such struggle but it was of no use. I am trapped with in it and there is nothing I could do but rather surrender to it. Emptiness filled me as if I am covered with black colored dye stained forever and never to be erased. I sat on the ground, hopeless and depressed that I still can’t believe what had happened to me. Even as I was struggling I managed to stood up and went directly to my bathroom. I immediately open the shower, a sudden gush of hot water drips into my skin, I scrubbed myself until I bleed just to remove the black dye stain but it was of no use. No matter how I remove nor hide it, it still remains. I keep struggling until now and forever in order to free my self from such bondage… still struggling…. struggling forever…
I am caught in my own unwanted dreams.. lost forever.. struggling to be free…
sweet tooth
